motivation seeker..

cant wait for the exam to come man, but den, im lacking of motivation to study, is taking such a long time for the actual paper to come, sianing man..simply hate studying..but den is coming to an end..it is time for my future planning and i realise i m looking at the long-term and best of of,i bet ger r thinking when can they actually settle down..nevertheless, im still without a career and lacking of financial to support myself..still relying on my parents and i feel so ashamed of myself..anyway looking forward to working life, and endure the pain and hardship of building up a career..3 wks left and im going to return bck to jb..happy but sad and painfulness..thr goes the ldr again, will it endure till the last..no idea!!