the deadline..

results r out tml, shit feeling..wat a day, raining since yest nite..rainy days makes a person feel so emotional and depressed..but raining is gd for the car, it need some cleaning up..lol..walking ard at hme as though im so bloody bz..no1 at hme, except me..but is a bonus for me, i can happily smoke outside..im getting so so restless, i hate the feeling of staying hme, staring into the walls, so bored..i nd sum activity..im so doubtful, hate to stay hme but also hate to go out..so wat d hell do i wan at all..life is so meaningless..couldnt understand how can ppl tell me tat slacking is the best moment in life..but to me is juz a waste of time..young ppl shd work hard enough..well back to searching for jobs..life is all abt putting in effort, with effort thr r definitely returns..so im trying to send as many resume as possible, i believe thr is a particular company whom will employ me..god bless me for results tml and job hunting..