pissed..

im going to settle everything once and for all in perth..im not going to haf anything to do with it..i wan to start all over again in sg and fulfill watever plannings i haf thought abt it..each time the mentioning of anything happening in perth, the 1st thing tat comes into my mind is all abt money..fucking not earning any money and all the phone bills, rent, electric, internet bills, im still suppose to pay for everything..fucking nd to get money frm parents, wat a failure daughter they haf..aussie is fucking high and as soon as i get back, i haf to pay all this stuff..i can be thick skin with frends but juz fail to be thick skin with my parents..tired and endless tired to everyday making a din with him..everyday got things to quarrel..i nd a peace of mind at times..patience is not a tolerance for me anymore..