straining..

y do i feel so scare to look at or even call my dad..usually when he comes home, i try to hide myself, juz refuse to see him..wat is wrong with me..he is the 1 who pay for all my sch fees and here i am not toking to him..but anyway my r/ns with him has always been straining since when i am young..but anyway this is my own life nw, perhaps nw im living in my own world..well i believe if a person has money with them, they wouldnt be afraid of anything..this is my mentality for nw..and lastly, i miss him, these 3 words will always appear in my blog..