thoughts..

alone..i realise i hate to be alone recently,i hate to eat alone, doing nth alone, izzit cuz im too use with some1 beside me to share everything with me..whenever i c him back home, im glad, at least i wun be alone siting down thr and wait.. it's a lie if i say i wun be bored even he is not beside me, but wat to do, situations forced me to compromise at times.. im beginning to become more understanding, it is alrite to be alone at times, but wat im afraid is, i'll think too much..looking positive, nah, i think im more to the negative side..unwilling to listen to ppl's comments abt me, i get sad easily..unable to help ppl to solve their problems or even lending a helping hand, i feel so useless..recently, seeing u thinking so much, i feel so sad, but wat can i do for u..i agree time is getting short, feelings for me right nw is happy and sad..happy finally can really settle down to look for a job, sad cuz to leave him behind alone to fend for himself..unable to share his happiness, worries and problems together..but in life, i believe that not everything's perfect, the road is always rocky, and when the time is up, the road will be smooth for both of us again..yeah, time is all tat i needed nw..