wonders..

sometimes it is sad to c ppl at such a young age they r coping with both studies and work..i realise that he has hardly enough time to even take a rest..waking up early and thr he goes for work again..is his life all abt work and study? sometimes thr seems to be question mark for me, y is he working so hard..izzit for the sake of earning more money or juz for the enjoyment of the work that provides him..or perhaps it is both of the reason..leaving me with another 2 wks which means my holiday is ending soon.. back to reality..anyway rather be working than rotting at home..my wish for nw is to let time pass fast and hopefully soon i be back with him again..perhaps during this period is time for me to train myself to be a more mature person and endure the hardship..to learn to cope once again for ldr..i hope it'll work out as i haf no longer wish to search for other guys anymore..even searching for jobs can be tough, wat abt searching for my future partner..lol..y do i always haf the thoughts of settling down earlier when i dun even haf any financial support for myself..perhaps as gers get older, they tend to worry more about their future and future partner as well..