the no 9

the date 9th seems to be special to me this yr..i realise many things happen on the 9th..9th jan i went to perth and 9th feb i came back frm perth and 9th march i start my job..wat will happen again on the 9th..will it be a gd thing again..but for this yr i thank god for everything, for hearing my prayers everyday and every night..thank god for the blessings..

choices..

shd i choose to extend my stay in perth for couple of days, but den im getting sick and bored everyday, however, if i choose to go hme, he be all alone aft work..y do i always haf to think abt others feelings and tend to be soft-hearted when i think of the other party..that is the bad point of me, being soft-hearted and will gif in..but this time, im sure no matter if i stay for another few days, but den still i will need to go back and leave him behind again..is the same old thing again, somehow i really hate this kind of feeling..the feeling of leaving your loved ones behind and seeing him all alone with no family members behind..however im glad that he has his work to be getting him busy at all times, perhaps all he thinks is abt work since he has too much passion in it..

ended..

a brand new start of 2009, but it doesnt seems to turn out well for me..my working life span in the company has ended, and here i am stuck with full of emptiness..suddenly feel so lost, dun even noe what should i do now..finding jobs, yeah, but den the mistake that i have learnt from it makes me grow up to be stronger..the 1st mistake i have make 1) rush into the job that i know i dont like it, 2) gettting paid at a low income, 3) getting a work permit.. therefore i understand that for now, i need to sit down and slowly decide the kind of work i should be pursuing for, never waste the certification that i have study for.. marketing will be the next range of jobs i will be looking for, and i know that when you have passion for the job, you will work hard and stay longer..