work hard

though tired frm work, but i noe is all hard work..gd job for me..i simply noe i can bear with it..

goodbye..

goodbye to kenneth, simply feel sad..perhaps i will not get to c him anymore, a consider gd buddy who always tok to me when im down or facing any problems..but nevertheless i will not get to c him anymore in perth, im so down.. the feeling of a best buddy returning bck to klang, can i understand how u feel cheryl, when i come bck to perth..im juz feeling so emo nw..

deep feeling..

wondering my mind, sitting alone, thinking alot..wat can i do to repay my dad nx time, how long can i earn back all the $ tat he send me overseas to study and all the expenses..simply feel so painful when i saw him, he aged alot..he is sloughing hard for me and all i did was study and enjoy myself with his $..i only feel sad when i see my dad, i dare not even look at him,fear tat i will cry..and wat makes me more painful is on tat day of my sis wedding, he is sick..he sat thr whole nite, he muz be feeling painful, juz to c his daughter get married, to c his daughter happiness..since young, he dote on us alot,watever we wan, he gif it to us, no matter how expensive it is..it shd be a happy moment for me to get hme, but nevertheless, it makes me feel sad and painful esp when i return to perth..everyone who is close to me seems to be facing so much problems and sorrows..when will i get to c their happiness..anyway cheryl, thanz for the jay chou cd, listen to track 5, the songs very sentimental..upon hearing it, i realise tears in my eyes, cuz is too emo alr..anyway once again, i miss u alot, with u ard, i think i wun be thinking so much..thanz again..

holidays begins..

the exam fever is finally over, holidays starts nw..how to spend my holiday here till the end of d yr, am i going to be super bored here..but juz felt like being isolated, living in my own world..simply too tired to think of nx yr..

missing and hot

cheryl!!oh gosh, eh i miss u alot leh..muz wait again to get to c u..is alr summer man, is so hot....i nd aircon badly..when the weather is hot, juz dun feel like doing anything,juz felt like showering all the time..lol..i wan the cold weather back..i realise ppl r juz doubtful, when the weather is cold, we simply want the hot weather..but when the weather is hot, we wan the cold weather..tat is y ppl r juz simply too tough to be satisfied..

back..

back to perth, such a short and tiring trip,but is worthwhile though..seeing my sis happiness, with her wedding gown, her wedding pics simply make her look so gorgeous..congrats to her, hope she will be xin fu and i believe she will.. glad to catch up with yb and cheryl, simply miss them so much..thanz for coming to the wedding and sending me off to the airport, simply touched..well, mum told me to come bck and diet, well this time round got to really go on a hard-core diet, which means not eating again..nx time round hopefully when i go bck jb, i hope to resume to my same figure..i saw him, but sumhow juz mixed feelings, confused..he look so different, with lots of problems, sorrow in his eyes..tired, pessimistic,lost in his direction,perhaps he cant be alone..

the smell of jb air..

glad that i be bck on fri, cant wait to touch down..all the excitement and fun..but sadly still haf to return to perth for another paper..anyway is more than enough, 1 day..all i nd is to c everyone i miss..

enthu..

counting down to last 2 days b4 the 1st paper commences..exams take such a long time to come, cant wait to sit for the 1st paper, hmm,but hopefully it is not tat tough aft all, god be thr for me, praying silently to u for those who r sitting for their exams..i guess im the unusual type of person who hopes for the exam to come quickly, yeah indeed, juz wanna sit for the paper and get done with it once and for all..juz dun feel like reading the notes repeatedly, is kinda tiring..the earlier u start studying, u feel tat u forget everything..sian..

am i feeling emo??

preparing for exams is not an easy job, at times, juz feel like giving up, cry out loud, but wat will i gain aft all these actions, back to reality mood-tat is continue studying.. i can stare into space for a while, but when u start looking down, is the notes tat r staring at me, foreign language to me.. i miss my hme, the familiar environment, my desk whr i use to study,my mum taking care of me during exam period,herbal stuff to keep me awake..juz simply miss.. another 9 days left, i simply miss home, all i wan is to be in my mum comfort, to haf a nice chat with her,even if juz simply for a day, im satisfied..