dream??weird?

how could i ended up with such a bad dream last nite, shit feeling..shitty feeling..how could i haf dreamt of her, am i thinking too much or i juz couldnt leave everything behind..wth..maybe i haf been thinking abt them for these few days, intimating..yucks, i hate it..better dun do it infront of me, cuz the consequences will be bad, i shall use my shoes and 1stly hit on the ger face and 2nd i will use my power hands to punch rite onto the guy stomach..haha but say only, if i haf the courage to do it, i will, but too bad is not within angeline means....her mum bring her up to be an elegant lady but not resort to violence & childish stuff..angry will not bring me to anywhr, but shall i move on and stay a happy go lucky ger..im heading towards this direction, is your loss..too bad..