controlling..

im trying very very hard not to get myself into trouble..i hope not to fall into any r/ns here..pls..is not the right time and neither do i want any commitments..but once feelings r thr, is tough to get rid..i haf to control and control..r/ns is juz a troublesome problem..but glad tat my ldr has ended, nth to worry abt nw..thanz god..cuz i haf alr move on and neither do i miss him anymore..sad to say tat..