a quiet christmas eve nite..

today after work, the queue was long in the custom, waited patiently for the bus, took abt 2 hrs plus for me to reach hme..kinda tired..anyway it seems like a long weekend, as most ppl will be taking leave since it is the year end..din do anything during christmas eve, but stay hme and sat downstairs chatting with mum and playing with bb..toking to mum abt all my complaints and she sat thr listening to me as well as providing advices for me..sometimes i simply noe how to settle it, juz tat perhaps im indecisive, never want to regret in all my decisions..i just feel so confused, so messy, so tired, i juz want to stop thinking abt stuff tat really bothers me so much..