decisions..

realising that the job market is getting bad in sg, not many jobs are posted on the website..getting worried and impatient..wondering wht im able to get any jobs at all in sg..if only i dun haf the bond in sg, i wouldnt haf to worry so much..i would rather stay in australia and get a higher salary..but to persuade my parents is not an easy job..dad wouldnt even allowed me to do tat..worries are simply never ending..will i even get a job when i get back to sg..will i be able to meet my deadline..im simply getting impatient for nw, frustrated with myself..but wat can i do..im stuck in nowhere..juz a cert, no financial stability, who am i going to rely on..not even my parents, im juz old enough to earn a single cent for myself..