enough..

i haf enough searching for jobs, calling up companies, nevertheless, every company seems far for me..so sick and tired of looking for jobs or am i juz escaping from reality..couldnt face the fact that i am entering into the workforce..fear and scarriness, these 2 words r describing my feelings for nw..my mind is all abt doing nth, but well, ppl r difficult to satisfy..when they haf nth better to do, they start complaining, however, when it comes to work and study, they also complain..so is quite tough to describe wat does satisfaction exactly means..i only noe the word dissatisfaction which strongly describes abt my life for the present..im trying to be patient, but anxiousness juz overwhelm me too much..life is sucky at present, but i shall face it by myself..nv cause misery on other ppl, cuz every1 do haf their problems at times..and lastly i miss u these 3 words shall always be remembered to say to him..