stepping stone??when??

everyday seems a routine for me, wake up, stare at the computer, as usual, the same 3 pages will be displayed..my dearest jobsdb, job street and job central..newspapers, i needed it badly, so dearest cheryl, pls take note ya, leave it for me..job hunting is the worst of all, and once i am off this misery, i be starting my stepping stone soon..im so doubtful, looking forward to it but den at the same time, the devil is telling me to juz rot all the way..but anyway human beings haf to keep their brain functioning, so well, of cuz we nd to 1st study, den only work to survive for the future..and i realise that marriage is again back to my mind, lol, with no financial and i dare dare think abt all these..and gosh, this boy of mine is still young, he has a brighter future awaiting for him, so shall wait ya..and i shall pursue my career..izzit cuz as a person grow older, they tend not to haf any outside entertainment, but im 1 of them..refuse to pull myself out, hiding myself at hme, lol, hopefully wun bring myself to suffering frm depression..lucky thr is still him to tok to me..and i feel tat i din really get to really tok much with my best of frends, if thr's time indeed i will look for my bff..u noe i am referring to u..lol..