Monday, September 22, 2008

feeling guilty..

each time i think of my dear, i feel so guilty, y..im still blaming myself for juz leaving him thr alone..thinking that nobody accompany him to eat or slp..nobody waiting for him to come hme, but i juz hope tat he'll soon get use to this kind of lifestyle..but nevertheless though is an ldr, but i believe in myself tat it's workable..making sure tat he online everyday, seeing him, ensuring tat he's eating all his proper meals..though ldr, but im sure tat i haf the capability to take care of him by only communicating with him..ensuring him not to skip meals, perhaps im becoming more like an auntie, but dear, sorry this's wat i am..nobody to take care of him, therefore, as a gf, i haf to try my best to be fierce at him at times..yeah ldr at times r tough, but never say gif up, everything'll go smoothly..once again, awaiting for his pr status, another 2 mths plus to go, soon..awaiting for his big smile on his face..god'll bless him..and study hard 2 mths, is fast alrite.. i miss u dearly..

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